I'm getting pretty tired of feeling stressed and trapped and tired.

It pretty much sucks and it's too hard.

I'm tired of being so negative and not believing in myself.

I'm tired of feeling all al;fdkjas;dfk for no reason at allll.

Sick + boyless + no happiness = my life.

I don't know what to do. This is super complicated. All I want is to see Laura&Josh this weekend and not have school tomorrow. But I just heard that Dalton liked Seth. Which completely cracked me upppppp! And the face that if 270 kids don't show up tomorrow we get to leaveeeee. Because the flu is going around. And I have to pee like a racehorseeee.

;lakjs;lkjsd;klfajsd;!

Why does this happen constantly? Because its the only thing constant in my life except for God. Everything goes wrong.

P.S. I just fell and twisted my ankle. That's right. I was just over my bruised wrist and arm. And now a week later it happened again. My right ankle. If it was my left I could still hold the high hat down and play drums. But now I can't even play teh bass!

PISSPISSPISS!

You.

stumbling across someones xanga and realizing that they're talking about you mos def.

Double Standards.

People who have decided that they are allowed to critisize me and who I am and then turn right back around and say that they hate critisizim and 'label's.

That chick that was on this movie I just watched. She played on some other movie and she like killed people or something and I can't remember what movie but she did.

Not Another Teen Movie for the 720384729 grossest time.

People talking behind my back.

Masturbation.

People who just don't understand.

Seeing the same freaking part of the same show over and over again.

School.

Not knowing when to shut my mouth.

Metaphors that are completely idiotic but are considered 'genius'

When I can't find my drum sticks and the only ones i can find are the ones that I can't use on my kit.

Panting.

People with gross hair

Things I Love a Lot

 My new layout

Tights

Skirts that are way on sale

 Laura doped up on cough medicine

Taking showers.

Boiiiz

Sweaters

Cake

sxe and hxc

Goofy kids

Twins

Reese Witherspoon

many other things.

Dear Life,

Please stop sucking now. It would be wonderful if you would just go back to being simple and wonderful and beautiful and full of happiness. I could smile all the time and not get in trouble for talking. Everything would be peaceful and I would get enough sleep. I would be surrounded by my friends constantly and my family wouldn't make me feel like I was worthless. I could color and listen to music and play with dinosaurs and I wouldn't care what people thought anymore. Therefore Life, please stop sucking and become wonderful again.

Love,

Gracie